It's kinda funny of having such feelings after such a long time... jealousy? No, i dont think so... Hatered? A lil bit I guess.. Unfairness? Erm, maybe..
I was thinking a while ago about the past 3 years.. Not a single photo of me as his gf were posted anywhere online. When asked why dont you create a friendster account (In hope that he'll share our photos together on the web), he will always telling me that it's a waste of time and it's childish. Surprisingly after we broke up, he got sign up with friendster and facebook.. miracle did happens I guess :P .... even better, almost everytime I log in to my FB, I'll get notified on all the photos he's uploaded -- with all his 'sisters' faces in it. Then the silly me started to think (that's why I said that a lil hatered + unsatisfactory) that, I was just nothing to him all along by comparing to those around him now.. my photos were never shared (the happy photos) by him before which made me feeling neglected now (I mean neglected before but realizing it now)...
Kenneth asked do I wanted to share with him my moodiness that I am having now... I was thinking, it's my silliness and I will handle it by myself, I do not ned to bug anyone for my own problem anymore as I scared that I'll scared everyone away with all my problems sharing.. haha :) Thanks Ken anyway.. :)
Next weekend, we will go climbing again. Hopefully this time he wont ask me to belay him -- he's heavy la.. 65kg and I'm only 49kg :P ... But as usual, he will belay me and maybe Ker Soon will be there too this time and man, he's even heavier! 80kg... so, all the belaying work I'll leave it to Mr.Kenneth :P
His dad asked him about me yesterday (he told me through sms) and of course both of us were stunned for a while when knowing this. I just met his dad coincidently in Seremban over a hiking trip and now I was actually shy when the dad was asking about me, why I didnt go to Seremban anymore... It made me think, my previous relationship, the parents dont even know my existence after few years dating with his son... what a shame on me :S
Oh ok fine... it started to rain again... nice to sleep... but I need to work on my projects planning before I go to work tomorrow :)
Sayonara everyone and wish me luck... I hope I will still be sane ater all this madness in my life :)
Love,
Shin :P
Sunday, March 15, 2009
Tuesday, March 10, 2009
Tioman oh Tioman!!
Saw Lydia's photos on Facebook -- Tioman trip and it made me longing so much to go there for a short relax vacation. I am really looking forward to plan my vacation there no matter what, gonna save up money and Tioman, here I come!!
Few faces came into mind when I think of who to go there with -- Dilla, Elbert, Kenneth, Kwan, Yen or maybe my hometown gang! Aiya, dont know la... let me plan properly first :)
Got back from Labuan yesterday and felt relieved. I miss Auntie a lot as well as her cooking. I miss the moments me and the others (especially Kwan and Tink Tink) having fun camping in the living hall and have fun teasing each other. Really miss them. The trip back there was fruitful enough despite the fact that I was forcing myself to smile sometimes :P
Then when we ( Elbert, Evon and me) reached KL, Kenneth said he'll come and fetch me and coincidently that Elbert and Evon need a ride home so I was trying my luck by asking Kennth to send them home -- and he said no problem. The only thing that I felt guilty was that he just came back from the Gunung Irau camping trip on Sunday late evening and then he pula said he wanted to come and fetch me -- no tired ka this fellar? :)
After sending them home, we went to Bandar Puteri Puchong for lunch -- Indon Cuisine. It was great and I like that place a lot. The food was ok (with grade B+ given by me) just that the sambal belacan was not spicy at all and Kenneth was complaining about it :P
Then he pass me a SpongeBob key chain he bought for me from Lego. It was so cute. Hahaha, he got himself a Star Wars fellar but definately mine was nicer!
Today in office were kind bored as my mind was fully occupied with con-calls and meetings. I felt tired and sleepy with them arguing over something that had been discussed and agreed earlier -- sometimes this people just never stop.. Hahaha... :)
My trip back to Labuan, I didnt manage to get hold of Sir Yuz, Sir Tam and Zul. I guess they were busy as I were busy too :P I am looking forward to meet them soon -- Sir Tam said he'll come here soon and Zul is already back here in peninsula. Sir Yuz... bila la saya boleh jumpa sir and borak borak ar?? :S
Hahaha.. ok ok, going to dry my clothes and get some good rest :)
Nite ya all!
Love,
Shin :)
Few faces came into mind when I think of who to go there with -- Dilla, Elbert, Kenneth, Kwan, Yen or maybe my hometown gang! Aiya, dont know la... let me plan properly first :)
Got back from Labuan yesterday and felt relieved. I miss Auntie a lot as well as her cooking. I miss the moments me and the others (especially Kwan and Tink Tink) having fun camping in the living hall and have fun teasing each other. Really miss them. The trip back there was fruitful enough despite the fact that I was forcing myself to smile sometimes :P
Then when we ( Elbert, Evon and me) reached KL, Kenneth said he'll come and fetch me and coincidently that Elbert and Evon need a ride home so I was trying my luck by asking Kennth to send them home -- and he said no problem. The only thing that I felt guilty was that he just came back from the Gunung Irau camping trip on Sunday late evening and then he pula said he wanted to come and fetch me -- no tired ka this fellar? :)
After sending them home, we went to Bandar Puteri Puchong for lunch -- Indon Cuisine. It was great and I like that place a lot. The food was ok (with grade B+ given by me) just that the sambal belacan was not spicy at all and Kenneth was complaining about it :P
Then he pass me a SpongeBob key chain he bought for me from Lego. It was so cute. Hahaha, he got himself a Star Wars fellar but definately mine was nicer!
Today in office were kind bored as my mind was fully occupied with con-calls and meetings. I felt tired and sleepy with them arguing over something that had been discussed and agreed earlier -- sometimes this people just never stop.. Hahaha... :)
My trip back to Labuan, I didnt manage to get hold of Sir Yuz, Sir Tam and Zul. I guess they were busy as I were busy too :P I am looking forward to meet them soon -- Sir Tam said he'll come here soon and Zul is already back here in peninsula. Sir Yuz... bila la saya boleh jumpa sir and borak borak ar?? :S
Hahaha.. ok ok, going to dry my clothes and get some good rest :)
Nite ya all!
Love,
Shin :)
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