Update Update!

Guess I had abandoned this blog for quite some time and honestly, I do felt guilty all the time of not having the time to update about myself and every other things in here... Je suis desole :S

It's been a fruitful yet hectic and stressful month at work. Human management was the key learning thingy of the month -- how to manage people who you working with as well as those who hire you - your boss! :P

Work wise, catching up well. Now I had become the key reference for some when it comes to applications -- I'm glad this is the case :)

Friends wise was even better! Me and my childhood friends (we knew each other since kindergarten and primary and some are in secondary) went to Malacca for a 2 days 1 night trip and it was awesome! We had so much fun together and we really bonded well through the trip. Nothing is more beautiful than having this few buddies who will always there to cheer you up... :)
We will be going for our next trip soon! Perhaps to Pangkor Island this time round... ok ok, who's on the list? Let me check... Shin Khai, Ken Mee, Lee Ming, Chun Ei, Ramesh and maybe Mandy (his gf), Mun Wai and maybe Han Xin :)

Other issues... let me see... started to collect some new comics -- Doraemon (The adventure with friends) while I'm waiting for my 46 copies of Doraemon to be shipped bak from Labuan... :)

Had dinner with Kenneth yesterday, and as usual, our tummy will be rounder than before... one big jar of watermelon juice and orange juice, fish porridge, mee sua, ochien and rojak! nyum nyum... :)

Will be working in Cyberjaya this coming Thursday and Kenneth has volunteered to fetch me there as well as to fetch me back for lunch then send me back to work... sounds a bit mafan him so I had rejected his offer.. guess I can be independent enough to go there :P

Hair is drying up and it's time to sleep soon... nite everyone...

Misses Dilla, Sarah, Uncle Steven and Auntie Kong, Mr.Zul, and Mun Kok so much :)
Wishing they all are in a pink of health and always happy :)

Nite!

Love,
Shin :)

Stupid siblings..

I had tried hard to be strong and not to cry anymore since the last time I did -- somewhere in early February... I had tried be courageous for mom and I had tried hard to stay strong for myself.. but this evening, I had failed to do so.. I cried..

Sometimes, my thoughts and faith go hay-wire dealing with these people who are better known as my siblings. I really dont know why they just love to make me life sucks and complicated... here goes the story...

Last 2 weeks, I took leave just to be prepared to send mom for a health screen and then drive her back to Raub -- which I had planned to go to LHDN and then go take my IC. Suddenly, she told me, she dont want to come to KL -- health screen CANCELED!

Last Sunday, she called again and asked me to take leave on Friday to accompany her for body checkup -- I told her I cant promise as this week I would be very busy and I just taken leave 2 weeks ago, so I need to check with my boss first, she said OK. The fact was, my boss went on leave for Thursday and Friday, Salina will be based in Subang gateway, Vachala will be on leave on Friday and I will be the only one left in the office for the team.. It's not possible for me to take leave on Friday as I had few testings to attend to, con-calls with regional office, audit reports follow up, meeting with scanners vendor and etc... I am really turning myself upside down this week as I need to travel to Subang Airport and Glenmarie, Shah Alam quite frequent too this week -- tomorrow will be going off to Subang Gateway.

The funniest part was when my phone beeps and it was a sms from my sister -- asking me to take leave on Friday as she is very tied up with her work and assuming that I can get off from my work and send mom for the body checkup. She had decided on everything -- booking on the hospital, the doctor, the schedule without even discussing with me whether I can make it that day or time or not. When I replied her that I cant make it and can we change the time, she got upset and then replied me saying that she can settle it by her own and do not need me anymore.

What does she means by do not need me? That is my mother! I care for her as much as anyone did. If she said it that way, it means that she only needed my help to make her profile as a good daughter who is going to pay for all the checkup expenses good. I am only a slave in doing so?

Brother is not working, why dont you asked him to send mom? Why must you force me to take leave when I am not manage to take any leave? Why cant brother sacrifice of not going home Raub just to send mom? Why cant you force him? Why must you force me? Why must all of you bully me and put the fault on me? Why cant you ask bro-in-law to send mom? She's his mom too! Why am I have to be the main bull-eye for you to throw the darts on? Why you have to always treat me this way?

Sometimes, I just dont understand where are the values between us siblings... When did they ever use the word 'please', 'thank you', 'hello' or 'take care' to me? Never... sometimes I am really sick living with such people who do not know how to respect their own sister.

Sick... sick... darn sick...